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Feb. 28th, 2010

I think I just found something that could help me out IMMENSELY


This is absolutely amazing. I think this might help me out with my writing in a HUGE way.
Egad!  Thats it! I just need a goal!!!

...Ill be back later. Busy.

No more.

EDIT: No more whining from me. period.

Im going to leave this up as a testament to how moody and emo i can get at times. But Ive found inspiration, and Im not gonna let this drag me down. not anymore. this time I think positively.

I swear to god, it feels like my brain is melting sometimes. Rife with ramblings, prose and thoughts of how I out to be, or how I want to be keep driving me insane. As of late, it seems as though Im going through some rather abrupt changes in my psyche.
One thing is for sure, it feels like im trying to catch up to the world. Im trying to grow up basically. I want to take more responsibility for myself, get a GREAT job (good just isnt good enough) and live the big dream, yet here I stand alone in Green f***ing Acres with a whole lotta NOTHIN to my name.

The more I think about it, the more I realize just how in a pinch I am: I work for meager pay at unreasonable hours, can barely fund myself for life, let alone college courses that im more than willing to take, and I let it all happen to me. My dreams mean nothing, because I have to take care of others. It sucks, it fucking sucks. Basically, here's what I WANT  to do with my life:

Get a car
Go to School
Graduate with honors

but INSTEAD, here's what im doing:

Work work work work drink work work work sleep work work work drink work work work.

....I need help.

Jul. 30th, 2009

Dreams of Tomorrow

I have dreams...dreams of worlds far beyond our reach. Dreams of ascending into the upper echeleon of superior intellect. Dreams of our kind finally realising and conquering all our faults, downfalls, hatreds, fears and shortcomings. I dream of one day embracing all that makes humanity good, shedding all that is evil, and casting aside that which makes us weak;

Then, only then can we truly go far away from this pale blue dot.

Are my dreams too ambitious? maybe. Are my thoughts too half-baked? depends on who you ask. Is my head in the clouds too often? sure, but I like it up here, and you should come join me sometime.

My dreams tell me that humanity, while so obsessed with and absorbed by that which we fear, will one day wake up, stand tall, and not cower at our future, but embrace it.

"to boldy go where no man has gone before..."

Jun. 19th, 2009

What the shit?!?! Teen denied diploma

Hello ladies and gentlemen, its time for another edition of What the shit, i am your blog host drakken22, lets cut right to the chase.

Chances are, if you havent heard this story on the news, you've either been more focused on iran and/or north korea, or you've just been living under a rock these past 2 weeks. Either way, ive been brewing this one for a little bit. Ive been letting this one sit in the stock pot to cook to optimal pissed offness.


Okay, you read that? good, cause im not gonna spell out the details; they're already wide in the open.

I just have a few thoughts about this matter: First off, I feel absolutely terrible for this guy. all he did was blow a kiss to his mom for christ's sake. You mean to tell me that THAT is grounds for refusal of diploma? Oh, and dont get me started on the kids who almost got arrested for assault with...get this...A BEACH BALL.

'Why do you feel you deserve your diploma?' He goes, 'Because I worked hard and I earned it,' and she goes, 'No go take your seat,'" Mary Denney said.

""When she got up there and started speaking, they threw out a couple more balls and she turned around and said, 'More people may not be graduating today if this continues.'"

Okay lady....Ive got words for you. Big, fat, nasty, vulgar, decrepit, slimy ass words for your rotten ass.
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? Bitch, you had better be glad that kid had taken a bow, because if it were ME up there, and you said that to me, i would have straight up bitchslapped your ass.

I dont know who went and made you queen of the bitter fuckcunts, but you are without a doubt one of the saltiest assholes i have ever heard of.  The fact that you feel like you can ruin this kid's day, go home and smile about it makes me want to take away something of yours. You need to get that 11 foot pole taken out of your ass, you fucking hoilier-than-thou BITCH.

I fucking hope your carcass gets ripped to shreds in the eternal fires of hell, you evil bitch.

Thats all for this week, tune in next time as i once again get baffled by all the bullshit in our backyard.


Jun. 14th, 2009


As I stand on the precipuce of time, I look out onto the world; that which I was born into. To weigh the good to be found throughout the valleys, plains and coastlines is moot to the discrepancies of our mortal selves. Yes, we have the potential to be great; to be caring, wise, loving, and to not think of ourselves; simply put, we hold the key to the betterment of mankind. But we are blinded by greed, lust, possesions and power, when truth be told there is no power on this earth to match that found in the cosmos.

We have so much to learn, and so little time it seems...when the walls come crashing down, the fire ravages the land, leaving scorched remains in its wake, what are we to do but unite? it seems that only in times of tragedy we are compelled to band together; but are not times of peace compelling times as well? what have we to fear from each other?

As the world gets smaller and smaller, and people grow closer and embrace that which makes us unique, the rats in the shadows begin to grow even more restless, never tiring in their campaign of evil, cruel intentions....

We as a people must toss aside any remaining doubts or skeptisms of one another if we are to be one.

One. One people, One Planet, One goal....

Aim for the Cosmos, and spread out into eternity.

-Brian M.

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